To be or not to be (Pissed off)

I am trying to figure out if I should be annoyed or grateful that my best friend is deciding not to come to my birthday. On the one hand, she is my best friend and its my BIRTHDAY. On the other, my best friend ( who I do love) is and tends to be completely selfish and one sided. Right now she is in a "Woe is me" phase and my tolerance for BS is at an all time low. She has a job and her health so she should be happy. I am sure as far as she is concerned I am being a total bitch and I'm sure I sound like one but for the sake of her and my privacy I'm trying not to go into too much detail. Just trust me when I say I am the victim. I'm kidding, no one is ever really the victim in situations like this, right? Friendship squabbles are always complicated and messy and never truly solved. In fact it was my not solving issues that lead me to the point where I snapped and severed ties. Anywho I am hoping we make up and whatever but in the past I have always broken down and called her and this time I am refusing. I am putting my foot down. Which might leave me without a friend but hey, what can you do?

( And yes, I'm drunk)

I took a bunch of fun pictures the other day out of sheer boredom. Here they are:

The non-joys of being unemployed

Everyday I wake up at 10 and sit in bed and read for an hour. Then I get up, brush my teeth, get dressed and walk my dog. I come back, feed the dog and take a shower. Then I sit on the couch for 6 hours. This is not a vacation, this is my life. No, it's not fun.